Change

Change is an absolutely incredible thing.

Over the last few weeks ALS and I have been watching the Harry Potter movies and we had just one left to go.  We decided to watch the final one tonight and for the first hour and a half we watched whilst Ozzy slept in ALS' arms. 

I had a few really odd moments during the movie where I'd completely forget that anything had changed and I'd think it was just the two of us watching a movie like normal, then I'd hear Ozzy stir in ALS' arms and remember the little miracle that we've been blessed with.

So much has changed in the last week yet so much has remained the same too. There's no denying our lives have now changed forever but it is in the most wonderful way and it's all about him now. Our little family unit is all that matters.

I ended up getting very emotional over the film and then just generally emotional over everything, including all the change (hormones have lot to answer for) so we turned it off and watched some light comedy stuff instead to distract my brain from thinking too hard - a dangerous thing at the best of times.

I've never liked change. Change is hard but change is good and this is definitely one change I'm embracing and throwing myself into wholly.